Nothing Special

According to my FAFSA, for some reason it doesn’t seem that I’m eligible for my Pell Grant money for this year? Which will be fine for now, but I’ll be fucked even before the end of my undergraduate classes. My college fund would’ve been nearly the perfect amount for four years, so long as I continued to receive as much Pell money as I did, but since my mother won’t file her fucking taxes and won’t help me get emancipated, there goes that money. Thanks mom <3

Also, because I apparently wrote on my ACS Exam book (which I don’t even remember doing so it’s probably just one fucking number), I have a flag on my account… if that screws up the classes I’ve already registered for and drops any of them, I will be livid.

I just want someone to be interested in what’s going on in my life. I keep trying to talk to Leah and she doesn’t listen, and Tori is too busy talking to everyone else and I just have been by myself mingling with the Thompson family all night. I love them and all but this is just dragging on and I’m tired and my mood is just kind of awful right now. *sigh*

cw12 replied to your post: There are so many spiders and ants in this house…

Miss seein’ your beautiful face!

Catherine <3 <3 I sort of love you.

It’s really weird to get to know someone over texting. When I’m texting Dalton and it feels awkward and forced and we’re just exchanging simple pleasantries and answering one another’s questions, that feels like the conversations I’ve had with him in person. It’s what I expect our conversations to be like for now… But then when he says something like, “The thing I probably like most about myself are… my handsome features and chiseled abs,” I can’t even imagine him saying that in real life because I just think, “Oh wait, you can be funny and not awkward, too? Awesome,” but I have no experience that backs that up.

Lilo, why are you all wet?

comicallycool:

videovriska:

daswiener:

captainhufflepuff:

This is actually heartbreaking when you remember Lilo tells Stitch her parents went for a drive, and the bad weather caused them to crash.

I always thought this scene was adorable

Wow thanks guy

Right in the childhood.

i never made that connection

Oh my god. That’s why it’s so important to her. Oh my god

this is tragic.

omg

(Source: w-bunny, via landofmailandexplosions)

I love when people who aren’t Kyle drunk text me. It is so entertaining…

There are so many spiders and ants in this house *sigh*

I’m just chilling on the couch in this big shirt right? No one else is here, and that means no real pants are necessary (amiright?). I watched an episode of Game of Thrones, ate some pizza, texted Dalton a little bit… But then I decide I’m going to do my calc homework. Well, as soon as I put my notebook on the couch next to me this little speedy AF spider just crawls across the cushion. I killed it or whatever, but ew.

I’ve only watched the first three episodes of Game of Thrones

but Joffrey is such a little shit.

I had the weirdest sequence of dreams during my nap today. It’s always so bizarre when you wake up and fall back asleep and are able to recall enough of your first dream for your second to build upon that.

Dreaming is so cool.

I hadn’t texted Dalton all day

because I felt like I was texting him too much yesterday (even though he always responded pretty quickly and said it wasn’t bothering him).

I made it through the whole day, even though I really wanted to text him, and I was pretty proud of myself but unfairly disappointed that he hadn’t texted me…

Until he just did.

He has, so far, always started his text conversations with “So” and it just happened again.

That helped my mood. (=

I’m such a girl sometimes.

I didn’t respond to Kyle because I decided it wasn’t worth going there and I didn’t want to have a conversation with him…

Today, he texted me asking “How is your Maymester going?” which I responded to because I don’t want to ignore him, but in all honesty, I would rather just not talk to him at all.

I was finally starting to feel okay about it; I’d convinced myself that I shouldn’t bother being upset about any of that and I’d cut back on how much I was sending him funny things on facebook, and I’d even stopped looking at his facebook and twitter as much. I really was feeling good… and now I’m starting to get upset again.

Plus, I really don’t like calculus right now because I’m falling behind on work and we’re learning all of these concepts before I’ve even practiced problems on older ones and it’s making me incredibly anxious, and that’s one thing I don’t handle well, anxiety.

I know Kyle doesn’t mean it in any sort of romantic way, but I still really don’t like him saying that. I can’t even be flattered that he sent it because he is drunk and it’s not like we’ve talked over the past two weeks. I just don’t know if I can be friends with him. If he were to decide that he wanted to date one girl consistently or something, I could be happy for him and honestly that would make me happy for him, but so long as he’s tweeting at and facebooking with a new ugly girl every four hours and complimenting them and making plans to see them, I just take most of what he could say to me as insincere. Kyle “misses” everyone, and it’s not fair for me to take it as any more than that. I just feel rude not responding at all—but I still won’t. I would love to be friends with him, but I’m not going to be a friend to him when that isn’t going to be sincerely reciprocated.

On a more positive note, Dalton and I exchanged a grand total of 27 texts today! 15 of them were me, so I only sent a few more than he did… A much better ratio than I’m used to since I ALWAYS over-text; I’m really trying.

Kyle just drunk texted me, “I miss you!”

And I’m not responding.